27th Febuary 2008 4.00am

My uncle passed away this morning.. 4 a.m. (GMT +8.00) In the hospital. He was my grandma’s brother.

I loved him deeply. He took care and loved me since I was a baby, when my grandma was looking after me til now.

He had no children. Whenever I see him, there’ll be a smile on his face that would eventually make me smile too. Every now and than when I would go back to hometown to visit him, he’ll definitely force the issue of bringing my whole family out for meals. He would always give my siblings and I money when we visit him in his canteen in some high school.

But, he was suffering. He was a smoker. His lungs were not healthy. He condition worsen everyday. Finally he left us. I hope his death was peaceful and without suffering during his sleep. They say he could not breath. So i doubt it was comfortable.

Sigh.
I just regretted that we did not go back hometown to visit him this Chinese New Year for the last time. He would be so happy, but he’s gone now. From the 1st day of Chinese New Year he was sad that none of our family could go back. He called my grandma yesterday saying he could not take it anymore, he said it was hard for him to breath easily and it was very uncomfortable. For the 1st time after a long time. Tears are flowing down from my eyes as I type this entry. I know if I don’t do it now, there would not be a time where I would type this entry. I’m going back to the funeral on the 27th of Feb. I pray that his death would not effect my grandma’s condition any further as she is also in the critical condition. Why is everyone leaving? Must they leave me?

He will be remembered.

I just found out, he has 2 children which he had never mention in front of us. I knew i had a wife and divorce for some reasons, but 3 children! My dad told me while he was young he work in the mines for some mineral and earn a few cents for that to bring home and knowing the children says it was not enough. It was never enough, so I guess he gave up and literary ask them to go to hell. Wow.. I’ll be going back to the funeral today. Change of plans.

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Okay.. For some reason I couldn’t post this on the blog.. But you guys should watch this girl dance.. So cool..

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Matchbox 20 – How Far We’ve Come

Artist: Matchbox 20

Title: How Far We’ve Come

Album: Exile on Mainstream (2007)

I’m waking up at the start of the end of the world,
but its feeling just like every other morning before,
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it’s gone,

The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour if that,
and started staring at the passengers who’re waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

But I believe the world is burning to the ground

Oh well I guess we’re gonna find out

Let’s see how far we’ve come

Let’s see how far we’ve come

Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end

Oh well, I guess, we’re gonna pretend,

Let’s see how far we’ve come

Let’s see how far we’ve come

I think it turned ten o’clock but I don’t really know
then I can’t remember caring for an hour or so
started crying and I couldn’t stop myself
I started running but there’s no where to run to
I sat down on the street, took a look at myself
said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
say all goodbyes if you’ve got someone you can say goodbye to

I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we’re gonna find out

let’s see how far we’ve come (right now)

let’s see how far we’ve come

Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end

oh well, I guess, we’re gonna pretend,

let’s see how far we’ve come
let’s see how far we’ve come

Its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there’s no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it’s over for me and it’s over for you
well its gone gone baby its all gone
there’s no one on the corner and there’s no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it’s over for me and it’s over for you

I believe the world is burning to the ground

oh well I guess we’re gonna find out

let’s see how far we’ve come

let’s see how far we’ve come

Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end

oh well, i guess, we’re gonna pretend,

let’s see how far we’ve come, again
let’s see how far we go
let’s see how far we’ve come
let’s see how far we go
let’s see how far we’ve come
let’s see how far we go
let’s see how far we’ve come
let’s see how far we go
let’s see how far we’ve come

CNY 2 From Mail

Got this mail from me God sis.. Enjoy,

祝大家: 新年快樂

過去的一年裡，多少有得罪大家的地方，但是請大家相信：

? 睋椄O溫柔的，請不要生我的氣！

因為有時間迫不得已，火燒屁股的時候，難免脾氣不好！ 因此請大家消消火? A

拿出大俠風範，別計較嘛！！!

過年了，

不論是趕著結婚！


返鄉回家！

到處兜風！

或外出旅遊，都真心希望大家開心！！

別忘了偶而也來我信箱灌灌水！

祝福大家在新的一年裡百尺竿頭！！

財源廣進！！

找到真愛！！

Chinese New Year 2008

Hey all!! Happy Chinese New Year!

This is definitely the saddest Chinese New Year I had/having.

1) I can’t go back hometown.

My grandma’s cancer moved I think (according to the doc’s assumption) F him. So she can’t go anywhere just in case it goes worst. Great huh?

2) I can’t hang out with friends.

Due to the fact that she can’t go anywhere, she’s staying with me this Chinese New Year. Better! I can’t go out with friends at 11pm cause she’ll “kindly” ask me to be back by 12am.

3) I just waste my time everyday.

So, what do I do everyday? I play mahjong and get piss off by it. The cards I get and the luck i have, is so sucky. I don’t touch the com cause my sis uses it. So I mahjong til daylight and sleep; wake up in the afternoon, go to my uncle’s hse clean his fking dog; play mahjong in the evening til the sun rise.

4) The person that I miss the most is back but I cant spend time with her.

She’s back from National Service. Yay? No. She went back hometown. For the whole week. Natural right? The prob is she ain’t enjoying herself there. Why? The parents argue. These few days the parents argue a lot, I think they need Marriage Counselling. I’m serious. If this goes on, I’m afraid shyt would happen.

So, this would be my Chinese New Year this year.

How’s everyone doing?