The mind is a Powerful influencing machine

30 July, 2008

The party. 26-08-2008

Filed under: Memoirs, Peeps — Xion @ 6:21 pm

Well.. intially I had this party was for seeva, A pal that would come back fro 6 months once. The problem was he was happy watching us getting wasted. We wanted to cal a lot more people, but our budget went over the roof, so we decided to just pick a few of us. Sorry guys..

Thursday- Went out with Dan, Wee and Siong to get the liquor.

There it is.. Tequila was the final choice. 40% and it packs a punch.

Saturday came, the guys (Caution these pictures are before they drank)

Wee Kiat

Daniel

Kevin

Yew Siong

Patric

Jin tat.. Wee hasn’t drink yet but his face er.. I dont know.. :)

So it was set.. Well , seeva was late.. Very late.. BBQ started at 7 plus he came at 9 plus..

Kev cooking.. oh, we had to do it here cuz it was sort of raining out there..

Er.. Me for no reason.. Kev was behind, Dan msg-ing I guess.

Pat msg-ing, Siong was drinking sumthin.. O.o

Everyone with phones..

That’s yew siong, I wonder why’s he looking down at and a hand in front? *grins*

And so the drinking started.. XD

Oh look.. Man down Man down!!

Mayday mayday! Daniel DOwn!

Our 2 fellas..

Tat and I.. I’m red..

Our Friend over here.. Dont know what’s on his mind, maybe ‘Hahaha.. Look at those two!”

Since seeva was camera shy.. This was the only picture i got of him. With Patric in it.. OKay wats on pat’s mind? O.O just look at that smile.. >.<

This fella for no reason stayed up watching tv… If my dad finds out she’s gonna get it..

So that was the pics i got, gonna get the rest from pat.. Some vids and all.. Everyone went back at 3plus i think.. Shockingly everyone woke up at 9am the next morning, except our kevin and siong i think.. XD

Well.. No more tequila next time.. Vodka than, Siong insist.. =.=”

Had a great time hanging with the guys and all. It was worth it.

16 July, 2008

Friends

Filed under: Randoms — Xion @ 10:47 pm

Hmmmm.. How should i say it..

They

hurt you,

stab you in the heart where it hurt the most,

gossip about you,

plot against you,

demotivate you,

demoralise you,

disappoint you,

distant from you when things get tough,

get in your way,

disapprove of your ideas,

make fun of you,

don’t fill you in on the current situation of their lives,

invite you into a conversation but don’t tell you everything there is to know,

let you think you know what’s best but laugh silently on the inside waiting for you to fall,

make you feel like you’re alone in the world if you aren’t with them.

So, why do we need friends for?

Almost ALL of us know they are able to do almost anything to us if they want to destroy us from within. They know our weaknesses, our strength. They know how to hurt us where we aren’t able to climb back up. They know when to desert us when we need someone the most. They know what to say to make us feel happy for a short period of time and also what to say to hurt us for a long period of time.

Most importantly They are just always not there are they ? !

However, Friends aren’t always like this.

Most of the times, they

are there for us,

would cherish us,

love us,

in times sacrifice for us,

lift us up,

be there when we need them,

try to help if they can,

share feelings with us.

These are why we need friends for. No man is an island. The saying goes. I guess its right. We can’t live with nobody around us but we can live without people around us. Kinda contradicts but that’s how it goes.

The bond between friends that we can’t see regularly often grow stronger by each passing day. However, the bond of those we see often, if unnurtured would tend to break down.

It hurts to see people you know walk pass without acknowledging you.

It hurts not knowing what you did wrong to a friend causing them to stop talking to you again.

It hurts knowing you were once close friends and now no more.

It hurts being close once and now not.

It hurts when you scroll down your phone book remembering the people you used to chat with but don’t now.

It hurts when you e-mail a Friend knowing that he or she still uses that address but doesn’t reply you.

It hurts when your close friend wanted help but you couldn’t help and now you don’t even know if the friend is alive or not when he or she doesn’t reply any of your messages.

So.. friends are there when they are there. When they are not, just try giving them a ring or a little e-mail saying. ‘Hi, I still remember you.”

8 July, 2008

Testing testing…

Filed under: Randoms — Xion @ 5:56 pm

Testing testing…

So……..   please say sumthin about this new look?

7 July, 2008

Clear and Dove ~ Shah Alam Giant

Filed under: Memoirs, Peeps, Randoms — Xion @ 8:42 pm

Holy Shyt.. What da F***… The Hell.. Tuuuut Tuuuuuuuuuuuttt tut tut..

I’m so speechless..

I’m so tired..

I’m so pissed off..

I’m so f**ked up..

I’m so restless..

I’m so glad..

I’m so grateful..

I’m so thankful..

I AM ANGRY..

I am HAPPY..

So I’m actually hooked up with this company with I know not much about.

APE (Advertising, Promotion, Event) They do like event thingys.. So currently I’m promoting Clear and Dove products. With Wee Ping, Patric and 2 other girls. They have to stand at the shampoo to promote the shampoos.. Duh.. O.o..

ANYWAY…

The point IS.. My supervisor didn’t tell me the important rules of the outlet or Giant.

1. We “staffs” can’t use the main enterence to go in and out cuz we need to be touched by some other guard to make sure all our sexual organs are intact. Oh wait, I think it was to make sure we didn’t bring anything in or out. Yup.. I think that’s why.. =.=” B*st*rd touched me dunno how many times..

2. We can not bring our handphones in. Why? The hell would I know.. WTF?! Wanted to contact that F**king boss also can’t.. Asswipe man..

3. Can’t take photographs. Why? Even better question.. The heck would I know.. =.=”  I gotta take the photos to show my company and they don’t allow.. It’s part of my job..

4. I can’t stand people ordering me around if they aren’t qualified. Take the guard for example. He can’t F**king READ!!! I showed him the letter stating that I COULD take photographs.

A. At first I didn’t read the letter properly so I didn’t know I could take photographs whenever i liked

B. The gurad caught me taking photos and asked me to go to the back to hand in my phone.

C. I showed him the letter.

D. He CAN”T READ! It stated clearly there I COULD. He took the letter, looked at it pretending to be reading it than asked me to go behind.

E. I deleted a folder to bluff him, faking that I deleted the photos but he was a sony ericsson user. =.=”

F. Blaff failed, had to delete ALL the pictures.

G. I reread the letter and found out bout it. WAT THE FKKKKKKKKK..

H. He was like “NO, you can’t take bla bla bla, You MUST leave your phone here bla bla bla”

I. I went back and shoved the letter up his nose, he took it and pretend to read it again.

J. I was like stop F**king pretending you know how to read the letter and get out off my face.

K. Went back to the staff entrence and changed my tag from “temporary promoter” to ” supplier”.

L. Supplier =  One can bring the phone in but you can’t stay for long.

Temporary Promoter = One can’t bring the phone in but you can stay for a very long time.

Merchandizer = One can be in the outlet for a very long time but one cant promote only restock allowed.

M. So what am I? I need to have a phone and I need to be there the whole day.

N. This issue messed them up real bad. Than I couldn’t stand waiting for them that think so slow bout it. I suggested, why don’t you just give me the supplier tag?

O. They were like, oh.. Why not.. I was like What TF? Yea..

P. So i really really dislike these Malays that pretend they know what they are doing.

To tell the truth, I really hate Malays sumthins. Its not like I don’t have Malay friends. I Like my Malay Lecturers. They KNOW what they are doing. I mean, for an unqualified guard that can’t f**king read and pretend they know plus ordering me around seriously seriously Do Not Know who they were messing with. This all happen on Saturday. Lucky on Sunday they didn’t disturb me. I was planing to head directly to the office to file a report on him if he bugs me again. That i can say he was smart. B*st*rd.

I enjoy talking to People that know what they are doing. Be it any race, here no offence to all Malays but some of your people are seriously idiotic f**king irritating. I mean common you need to upgrade yourself, We aren’t living in the surburb that has trees growing all over our heads. If you people want this small little piece of nation to grow and be known upgrade yourself; Instaed of waiting for subsidy from the government and help from the government. Make yourself useful, this applies to all.

So back to the topic, the pay for this job ain’t bad, that’s why I’m working.

Plus I’m working with my friends so It IS kinda good for me. I mean how often do you meet with b*st*rds?

Hmmmmm.. oh wait.. there’s always and ass around the corner so.. I guess its how often would you get yourself into this type of idiotic situation that you caused yourself to cause other to cause you trouble?

Yup.. That would be rare at times..

Oh, and i would like to thanka friend of mine.. See Zhan Wei, he spent his morning to guide me to the Shah Alam Giant and had breakfast which I paid for.. I hope it tasted better than normal..

So that would be my 2 days working.. I’m goin back there this weekend to finsih off the project.. WTF… =.=”

3 July, 2008

Mariah Carey- Bye Bye

Filed under: Songs/ Video — Xion @ 1:40 am

Awesome song.. NEARly made me cry.. Sigh.. Sometimes it’s kinds hard to let someone go.

Peace for those who are not here with us anymore..

I just noticed the previous songs I uploaded is gone.. =.=” ZZzzzz

So i guess u-tube videos would do fine.. Tell me if the loading is slow.. I’ll think of sumthin else..

When I grow up – Pussycat dolls

Filed under: Songs/ Video — Xion @ 1:29 am

[Intro, x2]
Boys call you sexy (What’s up, sexy)
And you don’t care what they say
See, every time you turn around
They scream your name

[Verse 1]
Now I’ve got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I promised myself that I’d do anything
Anything at all for them to notice me

[Bridge]
But I ain’t complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it’s like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
‘Cause see when I was younger I would say

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

[Hook x2]
But be careful what you wish for
‘Cause you just might get it
But you just might get it
But You just might get it

[Verse 2]
They used to tell me I was silly
Until I popped up on the TV
I always wanted to be a superstar
And knew that singing songs would get me this far

[Bridge]
But I ain’t complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it’s like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
‘Cause see, when I was younger I would say

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

[Hook x2]
Be careful what you wish for
‘Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

[Verse]
I see them staring at me
Oh I’m a trendsetter
Yes this is true ’cause what I do, no one can do it better
You can talk about me
‘Cause I’m a hot topic
I see you watching me, watching me, and I know you want it

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

[Hook x2]
Be careful what you wish for
‘Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

[Hook x2]
Be careful what you wish for
‘Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

What I’m afriad is this song might mess the mind of the young.. >.<

1 July, 2008

Random Blabber

Filed under: Photos — Xion @ 7:38 pm

So.. Er… I.. Now… ?!?!@#$$%&#@#$@#$+-/*?<>:”@#$:>#@%?@#%@#”$!^%*$&>*?&

Oh well.. Ahahaha.. Js feel like typipng sumthin thing.  Oh. My life is just getting started I feel.. Its busy again..

Now I dont even have time for games.. WTF? Imagine that.. sigh.. So not me anymore..

I’ll js post up pictures i’ve taken.. Will update in detail about my life maybe in the later entires.

Roxy Summer Splash.. 1 of the entrence.. It was a havoc..

BBQ Chicken, I had dinner with the guys here on Kevin’s birthday and with my Girl

The window which my “long related” cousin’s laptop and bag got stolen.

Warning for those who is staying with their friends. DON”T TRUST THEM.

An F1 ferrari model made out of legos, the original size.

Imagine that.. ???

Took this out from a site for my presentation.

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