So, I’ve been pretty busy these long and suffering few weeks. Lots of tense moments and there was once I actually exploded (with rage) in front of people I least expect to show them my anger.
But another would be thinking if I wanna put this post on private or public. BUt since this IS MY BLOG to hell with privacy. XD
Here goes,
Early of the month of August, I was working during weekends to earn my bread ( not that I don’t have bread to eat, its for extras you see). By then, life was already hectic for me, as a TEAMLEADER for the job and all, I had to do some paperwork and take some photographs of my work palce and work people. Work for like a few weeks and decided, this aint working. I miss church and I miss hanging out with the guys. So i derived a plan, Work only for maybe one or two weekends a month and that would do. Haven’t actually tried it out yet but we’ll see.Wish me luck.
So later, I was also involved in this ORGANIZING COMMITEE for this Famine 30 hours, organized by World Vison Malaysia (check http://www.worldvision.com.my/index.php ). It was a DIY camp so, a few people with me went for the training and so forth. Well, so far no harms done right? Wrong! Guess what position did I get? Chairman. That’s right people, those bastards and bitches elected my even when I WASN’T, let me repeat that, WHEN I WASN’T EVEN IN THE MEETING. Awesome people aren’t they? Well, let me amuse you readers with a sick theory behind this election. NORMALLY people elect some other people because they were bribed, treaten, or other activities; but THIS, this is another gameplay all together. See when I’m in class, i usually act dumb, slow in understanding and some what playful; these bastards and bitches took the oppurtunity and USED me as the person fit to handle the responsibility and ready to take the fall. That’s right. To take the fall. Cause this was the first time these bunch of assholes are organizing A CAMP, who else but oh, our sweet beloved Stephen. Thus havoc for me, cheers for them.
See, what they want was to organize THEIR camp but not OUR camp. There were groups to start with,
there’s this dudet that is our course representative, that got elected as the VICE CHAIRPERSON.
There’s this girl which wanted to quit since the 1st day she got the position as SECRETARY.
Another would be a ‘I-think-everybody-likes-me-and-I-am-such-an-adorable-bitch’ being the VICE SECRETARY.
Next would be the ‘I-do-it-MYYYYY-WAY’ TREASURER.
The normal and fine VICE TREASURER.
Next “The Let’s-fuck-everyone-and-do-whatever-we-want-and-put-all-the-blame-on-everybody’ SECURITY DEPARTMENT HEAD.
The ‘Let’s-ALL-be-rightous-and-not-wanting-to-side-anyone-but-is-obviously-faking-it’ LOGISTIC DEPARTMENT HEAD.
The ‘I-do-it-MYYYYY-WAY’ 1st PROGRAM DEPARATMENT HEAD
The ever so fine and I love this guy 2nd PROGRAM DEPARTMENT HEAD.
The normal and fine 2 RECRUITMENT DEPARTMENT HEAD.
Okay, As you people can see 7 of 12 of the high ranking people including me have issues (or i’m making this up but i seriously think these labels are right) The red is having to fight and disagree all the time, the blue is the kind that keeps it inside and BOOM explodes later. That’s right I have issues too.
Well mine is kinda like ‘I do it my way plus trying to make everyone understand what I’m doing’ CHAIRPERSON.
So, every single 7 of this people have their own way of thinking how a camp should be run. Thus ending up not wanting to co-operate with each other. Each wanting to change their own ideas, their own way of organizing this camp. Everyone in red just have their own agenda and THAT my dear readers is the cause of this HELLHOLE.
So basically, I get the blame for UNORGANIZED camp, and UNORGANIZED meetings. GEt it? Used…
So, ya. The camp went on fine and it was a sucess.. Bla bla bla.. Whatever, there was a postmortem meeting, and the people there were like, ‘Oh, I don’t mind doing organizing this camp next year.’ and I was like ‘Oh SURE, let’s all hold hands together and jump high up in the air and think nothing happen! How bout that?!’ Bunch of Fuckers. These high ranking people actually had a small meeting sounding out their problems and telling each other in thier faces bout how stupid they look and it went quite well.
Before the camp, I could look them into thier eyes and smile and joke and laugh with them.
After the camp, they won’t even look me into the eye and say hi. There was once, While I was walking in to class, I waved my hands and the security and logistics head. There they were laugh together and sitting together but when i walked close to thier table, they didn’t even looked at me nor did they wave back. Talk about friends. My fucking theory WAS right. They were all wearing a mask. Now my used was over, TO HELL WITH ME. LIFE is so sweet isn’t it.
Oh, i Forgot, Security and logistics were A TEAM; 1st program and treasurer and vice secretary B TEAM; Vice chairman is a loner and tends to fight for power with me but i let her to most of the job since she wanted it.
So, now I don’t know. It just burns being around this bunch of dickheads and bitchholes. Sorry for my language in this post but I just can’t take this load of shit anymore. FUCK YOU ALL!
THis might be a long post and for the lot of you that actually read it all, I thank you. For the lot that read some and all the captions I also thank you for actually raeding this load of crap. Its not crap in case you were wondering. This is just a phase of Life that ONE has to go through to grow. Anyone of you that went through and lived with it, I salute you. For those that have not, Don’t be sad you’ll go through it but always remember who you are and what is the best way to solve the problem.
Always remember A LEADER THAT COMFORM IS THE BEST AND MOST EFFECTIVE LEADER TO BE. I got it out from a book. This really helps, Its true too. But please, just because they used you don’t feel sad bout it.
THAT’S LIFE.
p/s: This was just the start, middle and end of a part of my chaotic month. There’s more but we’ll leave it for another post won’t we? XD Just put a comment to encourage me/insult me/correct me/tell me bout what you think/if you areone of those people that i mention that actually reads my blog, I’m shocked but you can tell me who you are and i’ll try to write nice things about you. Well there’s always this saying
TREAT OTHERS HOW YOU WANT THEM TO TREAT YOU
ITS ALWAYS GOOD TO HAVE A FRIEND THAN TO HAVE ANOTHER ENEMY
I’m actually not pissed by the fact that that lot used me. I’m actually sad by the fact that they don’t even acknowledge me now that everything is settled.
Peace out. Burn in Hell Fuckers. And I Love MY FRIENDS! True friendship rocks. Loved my dudes, my dudets that have been stuck with me, my chin ying sis, my b best friend, my lovely girl. Thanks for your support and all. Crap what the heck am I writing?! oH well. THanks to you readers! Hahahahaha.. I actually Feel better! XD
