She’s gone. She’s really gone. Just like that.
No goodbyes.
No hugs.
No kisses.
So not like her. Everytime, if I drop by her place, she would want me to go see her chat with her. and I did of course.
The sickness has robbed her of her life.
She looked after my back.
She took care of me since I was a baby.
She pampered me.
She played with me.
She cooked for me.
She prayed for me everyday of her life.
She loved me the most.
She gave me everything.
She was ever there when I needed her.
Because of her I am who I am today.
I tried to help her ease her pain.
but the cancer had already taken so much of her. I tried…
I tried to make her smile whenever I can.
I loved her so much. When i was free I’d stop by her place to greet her or spend my time with her.
She gave me a life. My education, My bike, My car, My laptop. Everything in life, she gave me the best.
Not anymore. Never will be another person like her. Never will there be another that loved me like her.
Now i’m on my own. The journey ahead is so stormy without her. I’m so afraid.
I want her back.
I miss her. I miss her so much.
Well, i’m in the brick of dying.. =.= Sigh.. This new job of mine is really tiring.. I have to drive from Subang Jaya to Puchong to Sri Petaling to Cheras Selatan to Putrajaya..
