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Over heard this song on the radio the other day.. Caught my attention..

Now for those that know me, you’d know that for a song to catch my attention is hard espcially malay songs..

SO THIS YOU GOTTA PAY ATTENTION CAUSE ITS NICE!

Nidji
Laskar Pelangi

Mimpi adalah kunci
Untuk kita menaklukkan dunia
Berlarilah tanpa lelah
Sampai engkau meraihnya

Laskar pelangi
Takkan terikat waktu
Bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa
Raih bintang di jiwa

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
Walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersukurlah pada yang kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya…

Cinta kepada hidup
Memberikan senyuman abadi
Walau hidup kadang tak adil
Tapi cinta lengkapi kita

Laskar pelangi
Takkan terikat waktu
Jangan berhenti mewarnai
Jutaan mimpi di bumi

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
Walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersukurlah pada yang kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
Walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersukurlah pada yang kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya…

Selamanya…

Laskar pelangi
Takkan terikat waktu…

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Man, i really dont know how to name the titles of the post nowadays.. O.O

So, the other day while i was driving, i had this thought.

“Why am i who am i today?”

Why? hmmmm.. Gave me some thoughts..

Family,

Friends,

Strangers,

Co-workers,

God.

So, I was thinking, reminiscing, imagining my past..

High school,

University,

Primary school,

My life back in Alor Setar,

My life if i had not come to Subang Jaya.

Honestly, if I had not shifted to this place my life would be screwed.

Seriously, SCREWED UP, back there, what was education, me and my gang hung out in small little sheds, in canteens, sometimes they would be fighting with the other race sitting across the school on benches looking at us. They would just fight just for the sake of fighting. i would just be sitting at the same spot looking at them fight with a few of my “once close friends”.

I do not join gang fights alright. Never once in my life. Really! Honest!

Well , after i shifted down here, I meet very interesting friends and all.. Gave me whole lot of experience. Awesome years I tell ya.

Kevin, Daniel, Wee Kiat, Azri, Jin Tat, Wilson, Yew Siong, Alfred, Dinesh, Ping Soon, Patric, and a lot more.

Chin Ying, Wee Ping, Bernice, Mazni, Miin Lyn, Wei Ling, Yoke Pui, and more.

Yea, these are the people that gave me the experience, the stories, the memories.

I thank you all.

Might look like I’m writing my death wish or thank you list or sumthin, which i am. I just think that I would like to thank the living rather the dead when it is too late.

My girl, Yen ping. Shaped me, helped me, changed me to the better.

My Mom, well, she was there all along. Whenver i needed her.

My dad, …………… , I dont know… Things wont be easy with me, but he’s still dad, taught me alot though.

Sister and Brother, thanks for being a pain.

i guess its the end.

Finally got this off. Feels BETTERRRRRRR..

Well, i hope you guys read it. Thanks a lot to you reading this too.

I still think this is crap, but a part of me wants to write it out. So i did! Next post would be something “interesting”. I hope.

..

The days are becoming better i guess..

The thought of her not there being with me when i get my 1st brand new car teared me.

The thought of her not there when i graduate drops me to the ground.

The thought of visiting her in the house breaks me apart.

The thought of visiting her in the graveyard saddens me.

But I’m still fine, Still fighting to live on. FUcking world. Fucking job. Fuck the people who are working there.

Life goes on. I hope they burn in hell one day. God bless us all.

I’ve been gaming for the pass few weeks. Serious gaming, non-stop gaming. Burning me. Oh, well. I enjoyed it.. But i know it has gotta stop. Time will tell. Cant do shit bout it now.

Live on.