Lets see..

Nothing special happening in my life nowadays.. Headaches here and there, body aching here and there..  Irritations there and here, frustrations sometimes, annoyed maybe sometimes..

My girl keep reminding me that if there’s anything wrong i can spill everything out to her. Well, i do. Maybe not all the time, I’m the sort of person that prefers to keep the irritating things to myself and share the happy things.. Life itself is enough burden for a person. but SOMETIMES, the burden needs to be shared with those close to you, hence, i do tell her most of the stuff that irritates me. However, I can’t really share ALL my thoughts has they are very scattered throughout my pool of thoughts. Even I, myself can’t pick out that specific thought to share even if I wanted to.

I don’t know, these few days I’ve been doing all these personality test here and there, its all states that I’m an Idealist in general. I don’t like it. It’s kinda tiring if you were me. IF. Fucking 2 letter word. Ahh, screw it. I sometimes don’t even know myself. All these Ideas in my head keep on floating around and banging the side of the brain.

My boss told me that I SHOULD be an idealist as I was still YOUNG. =.= I was like, WTF? It might be, But i ain’t gonna be an old fart like the rest of the world waiting to die. I’d kill myself. *spits* ya right. Big talk fucking scum. That’s just me. I think. Well the point is, …. … er…. I don’t know whats the point. I don’t wanna think anymore. I just wanna lie down beside my girl and fall asleep and not wake up to this shitty world anymore. One day I’ll prolly go nuts in the future, due to the act that these thought drown me or I go nuts just thinking about the future, one way or the other. So fuck me.

Dance.. F**king awesome

Might be a tiny little bit classic, but its still and eye opener..

[youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6R8InADno6o]

The Show

The Show! Enjoy..

Not sure why but the lyrics of this song sort of touched me.

 

The request for help

Help me! Help me!

Normally, I’d go check out what’s going on there. Well, that was a lie. I’d normally walk slowly to the place and see if there’re lots and lots of poeple or not. After that go closer to check if these lots and lots of poeple are helping. If there isn’t anyone lending a helping hand, following the bystander effect, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bystander_effect, I’d rush to help. Cause I am picky in helping others.  If there was people helping the person, I’d just walk on by.

When it comes to friends, if they were to call out help, I’d go help without hesitation. Even if someone is already there, I’d ask if it was enough. I love my friends.

However, in the office. I’d help if you ask me to do sumthin. No worries, I’d help judging how urgent the situation is. Don’t worry about it, I’d finish the work you asked me to do. but recently I can’t take it anymore. The people (not the bosses), sigh, I wouldn’t wanna call them bitches but sigh.. I’ll resist this time. Forgiveness is the will power to success. (It just came) Anyway, these people are starting to annoy me. If you want to ask someone who isn’t your dog to help you. The least you could do was to ask nicely and properly, best is POLITELY.

Lemme give you an example,

“Stephen, are you forgetting sumthin?”

“Er.. no? Why?”

“Didn’t you noticed the pile of newspapers here?”

“Yea.. So?”

“Shouldn’t you like clear it?”

“How would i know I should clear it? You might want to use them. If you want it clear you could at least tell me?”

“Er.. No.. Why would I want to tell you, its and auto thing what. Could you clear it now?”

“Yea okay. Later.”

*the papers were on beside her desk and not mine*

See what I mean? She said it in that tone. OMFG WTF. No please no nothing. Here’s another one.

*Walks to my desk*

“Hey can you help me?”

“Yea, course.. Ssup?”

“Means you didn’t read my email la”

“What email?”

“Could you go read my email first?”

*She sits like lest than 1 meter away from me and she has to just send the email to me to ask for help with that demanding tone in her voice that I could just say go fuck yourself.*

I mean, you could just tell me nicely that you sent an email needing my help couldn’t you? Bitching me with the emails.. I tell you these people so email depended.. MUTAFUKAS. No email server they can’t work. WTF?

*I’m doing news monitoring for my boss*

“Hey,could you help me?”

“No.”
“Are you busy now?”

“Yea, kinda”

“okay than.”

*She walks to my desk and pretends to, “WOW, 165 eggs!” right in front of me.*

I know she was checking if i didn’t want to help her intentionally. WTF?

Piece of shit la these bunch of assholes. I feel like go take that stick you see and shove it up yo fuking ass.

I’ve been helping them with their work since the day i got here. And this is what happens when people climb over your head. So i stop helping them. They can go fuck themselves.

Talk about complex and utterly dumb

Complicated. Complex.

People, humans, are known for their ability to think logically and reasoning. How complex the brain were to be, it is not known of yet. It is just VERY complex, filled with neurons and different parts of brains. Each part working on different tasks on everyday life.

check this out. http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2009/03/090302183319.htm

Stumble on it while i was working on the brain. Anyway, besides what we perceive as complex is the brain. The other most important part of the human life is the feeling and the thoughts. The feeling is (for me) the most complex aspect of the human race going side by side with thoughts. These two are like the side of the ladders and we’re the one climbing up the ladder. Honestly, I myself find it hard to even explain the complexity of this. I mean, it is easy to understand, but when you try to understand al of it.  it screws your mind, totally and surely. 

Now, why did i say that this was complex? Think of 2 person in your life, anybody that comes into your mind. Both have different personality as nobody can be the same as the other. So, if i were to ask you to understand their thoughts and feelings. Go ahead and screw half of your life away. That’s it. Thanks for reading.

*warning, this post is utterly useless and a waste of time*

Horoscope – Taurus

I don’t normally believe this but, this is fun.

TAURUS MAN

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold it still, it will stay that way. Don’t set the rules and draw a line for him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to let him be. He won’t disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything. If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has to be curious about you. Hell for him is ‘No Freedom’, so if he marry you then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be interesting, then you could have him beside you.

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If you want yours ask me, I’ll post it. (Took it out from an email)

About the earth and US, people!

WELL.. As you all know, there’s thi HUGE MEGA BIG fuss about how the earth is gonna die and all.

The earth might as well IS dead.

Every year, Thousands and THOUSANDS of people get together holding hands. singing

HEAL The WORLD 

Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

 

 

bla bla bla..

Yea, The famous song. I loved that song. I always loved Michael Jackson’s songs. Awesome.

Anyway, so, thousands of people singing that song while holding hands. What do they do next?

Lets turn off the lights for 1 hour! Yay! It’ll save the earth! (just a little bit)

*After that we sell the idea and make BILLIONS AND BILLIONS of dollars!!*

If not that, than its true. People do also care for the earth. But, from my point. Its too late. What MJ was trying to do, was to save this pathetic ball. People took his song, sang it, forgot about it.

I mean if you people were to look at the world today. Just stop doing whatever fucking thing you all do daily. Sit down in front of this fucking thing called the computer. IT IS DESTROYING THE PLANET. But since we’re already there. Use Google, since it help a dude make millions to billions. Search for whatever you can about the globe dying. You’d know. The process of killing this forsaken planet, took more than 100 years or maybe more. Wonder why. Look at the fucking smokes that comes out from the factories. Industrial age. Fuck it, I’d rather live in the stone age.

Why do I say the earth can’t be save? The day, car factories shut down and people use horses to travel, that’s THE DAY the earth is saved. CARS. There are more and more cars on planet earth as we speak. and you know why? Cause the lands where wild animals roam are now buildings. Of course them horses wouldn’t fucking live, where the hell would they go?

I’ve been reading for these past few days about the earth and what people are trying to do to save it. I can tell you F for Forget it. Smoke. Smokers, Cigarettes.

 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cigarette

check out the history. the 9th century in the form of reeds and smoking tubes. Heck, From the 9th century! Sigh. See what i mean. Oh my fucking gosh.

Another thing. http://www.bbc.co.uk/worldservice/documentaries/2009/02/090203_wildlifesmugs.shtml this is also another fucking thing about NOT saving the ecosystem. Causes a little harm but still it IS causing harm. Okay side tracked abit.

Here’s the recent fucked up thing that happened in this country. http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/99785 (from kevin’s blog, ) So, people Don’t fucking BOTHER about the earth. They are worried about what the fuck would happen if they can’t read in Bahasa Malayu. Oh hell, if they know that the earth is gonna blow, I bet that they’d shut thier fucking mouth up. However, since they are worried about that, I doubt that they know anything about “Save the earth” A better generation for thier kids. *Spits* If there’s no earth, how the fuck would there be kids?

How about this for another fact, http://www.moolanomy.com/866/what-caused-the-financial-crisis-of-2008/ oh, that sums the fucking shit we’re in now. The economy. Ah, life is full of shit isn’t it.

Oh!, Sidetracked again, sorry. So, now people came up with this GARBAGE ENZYME. http://www.o3enzyme.com/enzymeproduction.htm oh yea sure, It’ll definately help save the earth. How many people would start doing it? I ain’t. My family hardly eat fruit, and we dont waste food. So theoractically I don’t have the materials to make his effing enzyme. You can wash your floor with it. Wash your SHIRT with it. Pour it in the plants. Yup, SO MANY nice benefits aren’t there? Fuck it. Utterly stupid. What you go to the market, buy fruits, cut them up, eat them, throw them into the tupperware and pour water. *Poof* ENZYME~! Than a letter comes, “You are a hero! You TRIED to save the earth! Keep it going! *hugs kisses*” from mother earth.

The fact that thousands and thousands of people are trying to save the planet is really nice to know but, with millions more not doing anything. What the fuck does that do? Slow down the timer to destruction?

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If you want to save the earth, why not do small little things first?

http://www.seql.org/100ways.cfm

http://www.wikihow.com/Save-the-Environment-at-Home

Ya, do these fucking things first before you start doing something stupid.

Don’t get me wrong. I’m not saying the things people are trying to do is wrong/stupid, its questionable. I’m not going agaisnt saving the earth. I’m supporting it. I wouldn’t want to die just yet. Still got tons of ideas and theories to change the human race and I hope it would go through them. Hope. Nice word eh, sorry i was getting carried away again by the word. Ah, so much to share so little time. Next time folks.

Sigh, I think that’s off my head for now. It’d come back soon. I’m sure of it. I’ll try to post something happy the next post.

Just another random post

Local delicacies! Another set of snack for the road.

NESTLÉ BLISS Yogurt Drink aaaaaaanddd  Munchy’s Mini Crackers!

Chocolate, Cheeseeee and Peanut Butter Mini Crackers!

Strawberry and Mango flavoured Yogurt drink!

You can get them ANYWHERE! (If there’s a petrol station, chances are higher)

I lost count of how many were there.

Its THAT SMALL!! Hehehe..

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So, life in the office has become, some what quiet i would say.

I’ll list down the things I normally do for these past week ya and you guys decide..

I would blog about whats happening and randoms like this.

I would read comics from time to time.

Check on my web browser game.

Check on my second web browser game.

Check out forums on games.

Check out forums on a little bit on politics.

Check out websites on property developments.

Read other people’s blog.

Read information on wikipedia or other interesting websites on things I never know.

Listen to music on youtube.

Watch videos on youtube. (Rare)

Read newspaper. (I don’t like reading newspapers but I was too bored)

Make a presentation.

Edit pictures for the presentation.

Rearrange that effing external drive that has 4Gb of photos. (fuck that mutafucking stupid idiotic piece of shit)

Chat on meebo. (messenger is just too obvious)

I guess that’s it huh. Nice. Anyway, Up next. Photos! (Still feeling bored)

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God’s creation.

I took the photos while I was driving on the NPE/My housing area. Enjoy.

Nice eh. Sunrise babe. NPE

NPE, Sunrise. Oh, Another thing. (the stupid sun was so bright it was pretty hard to see the road)

Sunset. This was at my housing area.

Sunset. It was abit on the purple and yellowish kinda thing.

So I end here amigos.. See ya!

Taste

Today its about food.

Fran Whipps, Meiji.  Strawberry flavored.

There’re three sticks in one pack. Four packs in one box. 12sticks. Sigh.

Strawberry coating on the outside, white chocolate on the inner layer and lastly a biscuit stick.

The end result.

Went i bought this, I thought its gonna be just a normal snack for me in the car. I was wrong.

I was impressed by the packing at first. “Wow, Meiji really outdid themselves.”

When I opened the first pack. There were three stick, and I was like “WTF? THREE ONLY?!”

I took out one of them and before it got into my mouth, I could smell the strawberry fragrance filled my nose even before i ate the snack. Sweet strawberry, once i sink my teeth onto the snack, it felt so soft, the two layers of softness. The tiny bits of sour yet sweet strawberry flesh and white chocolate combined, it was like nothing I’ve ever taste before. Sweetness from the strawberry and white chocolate overwhelmed me. It was like surfing the Tsunami on a wooden board. The biscuit at the end was a little bitter to compensate for the two sweet layers of coating. It was simply the most awesome snack I had. The creamy strawberry would linger on your tongue for awhile and the chocolate would float around. All three combination would be floating around after the first bite. Thus causing you to want to have more.

I’ve always loved Meiji’s chocolate. Delicious!

Unfortunately, I can’t find this anymore. The guy in the store said it was sold out. Darn.

Lie

Hmm.. Its been awhile since i wanted to post.. Always saying tomorrow won’t work.. Since I’m free now.. Might as well..

ANWaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay… Here a thing for the people.

My Hero… Sigh.. Hail Hitler! Fact is I like Hitler and his idea of the *perfect being* well of course not by killing everybody I’m different from him. I plan to just change people around me.

“Love the people around you, so others could follow in your footsteps”. – Stephen Phun

Well, i just made that up but its nice so what the heck. The most interesting thing about this fellow is, he manage to grab the opportunity to change the mind set of the WHOLE NATION. That’s what I love most about Hitler. I mean check out the politicians today. Some tiny fragment of society believes them, others don’t give a horse shit about them. Should I say more? But Hitler, Hitler my friends made his whole country fight for him, die for him. That is cool.

I don’t like this guy but what he said was true. So, yea.