http://www.aimini.net/view/?fid=aHkB11Vs31IIyAlSR5rc

Its been a year.

Times flies huh? Its so difficult not being in your arms anymore.

Your scent is so easily forgettable. I miss your voice.

I miss you constantly reminding to study hard and not disappoint you.

I cry throughout this year. I sometimes shout out to God asking him why did he take you away. Its not fair. You didn’t even say goodbye. You could at least tell me that you were going. Why did you have to leave? You told me you wanted to see me graduate. You told me you wanted to be there and be proud of me. You promised me! Where are you now? It’s just not the same anymore!

I’m sorry I failed you. I told you I’d study hard and get good greats for you, but I just can’t do it. Working hard for me seems so impossible. I’m just too lazy. I don’t know what are you planning up there with Him, but it seems that my life now is getting more and more hectic by the moment. Cut me some slack? Give me a sign?

I remembered when I was small I used to sleep with you and you would turn on that old radio of yours. And every time I would make some noise with the choices of music that you listen. Oldies. Very old oldies. You loved them so much. Every night I would make noise asking you to change the channel but you wouldn’t. So I had to choice but to listen to them with you singing away. Its been so long..

I miss you so much.Every time when I look up to the sky and see the clouds, I would wonder, are you up there looking down on me. Guiding me with your silent prayers like you have always done for me.

Poh poh..

Happy One year anniversary.

I love you.

monsters by Ckirden large

I feel this is the world today. So many people, so many difference faces, so many ideas, so many attitudes.

It is a good thing ; It is also a bad thing.

“Let none find fault with others; let none see the omissions and commissions of others. But let one see one’s own acts, done and undone.” — Dhammapada

Yoshiko Kajitani at Home in Tokyo   (Taken from http://www.theselby.com/)

The thought of Humans to me is that Humans are like of a bird in a cage.

*Assuming* That a caged bird wants freedom, it longs for freedom. Everyday and everynight it wishes that its master opens the door of the cage. When the master actually opens the gate. The bird does not dare to fly away.

“No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.” — Buddha

Gary Hustwit By Objectified

Do you not agree that the material world is on the top now?

People are so caught up in the material world that they forget, when they die, the material world does not follow them to where they would go.

“Your worst enemy cannot harm you as much as your own unguarded thoughts.” — Buddha

Taken from http://wasting.tumblr.com/

Often people would feel fear when things are not going their way, how they plan, or how they foresee.

But what they do not know is their path is already planned out for them.

Fear is a feeling that people worry but God is constantly reminding us that he is guiding us.

Taken from http://www.wordboner.com/

Life is all about ups and downs.

Emotions are feelings one choose to feel. Feeling happy, sad or anger are choices made by people.

It would determine your course of action and your future. Choose wisely.

“You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger” — Buddha

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From http://weheartit.com

Friends are there for you.

Life is all about the people around you.

We were created not to be better than the rest.

We were created not to fight among ourselves.

We were created perfectly.

We were created to cherish and love one another.

We were created to help each other live for another day.

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So close yet so far.

My Love, My heart is yours.

There was a time where everyone was so close that holding hands with a stranger was totally fine.

There was a time when everyone can dine in anyone’s house and everyone would have fun.

There was a time when friends share difficulties and life stories among each other without any restriction.

There was a time when no one was lonely and everyone had friends everywhere in the world.

There was a time where all animals live in harmony with humans and would roam the land freely.

There was a time how people accepted everyone and share their differences together.

There was a time where technology advance beyond recognition because everyone help changed it.

There was a time.. ….. ….

There will be a time where all of these were to exist and everyone would support everybody in living, no matter where, who, how, when.

There will be the time where humans would come to realisation that all of the things they do now are just a way to live the cycle and not ways to conquer one another.

29/10/09

Submit Chapter 1 Draft (Amended)

Submit Chapter 3 Draft (Methodology)

3/11/09

Submit Chapter 2 Draft L/Review

10/11/09

Submit Chapter 4 Draft

-Result

-Data Collection

17/11/09

Submit Chapter 5 Draft along with the previous (if there are amenments) drafts.

13/11/09

Submit (First) Final Draft

27/11/09

Final submission (The real Deal)

2 soft bond

watch this.. DORAEMON~~~!!!!

Not bad for a new class. I kinda enjoy talking to my classmates over at US, Delaware to be precise.

*Its a start of somthing new* LoL..

They are kinda easy to talk to and sound like fun.

Our people however, I think they are kind selfish. They are always talking and talking and talking. It kinda irritates me. The camera used is voice activated and guess what. The loudess jackass gets his or her face on the video. They wouldnt even give their own friend a chance to talk. Unlike the US students, they’d raise their hands to talk at times. The students over here are like.. BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA.. The noise is annoying me BIG TIME.

I hope they realise this shit before I have to tell it to their face.

Let the fun begin.

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all

Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet

As what I can’t have

Liek you and the way that you’re twisting your hair

round your finger

Tonight I’m not afraid to tell you

What I feel about you.

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i’ve crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would

That’s what I’d do, That’s what I’d do to get through to you

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

Lyrics from http://www.lyricstop.com/f/foryouiwillconfidence-teddygeiger.html

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Enjoy..

Your BrainHex Class is Conqueror.

Your BrainHex Sub-Class is Conqueror-Daredevil.

You like defeating impossibly difficult foes, struggling until you eventually achieve victory, and beating other players as well as rushing around at heights or high speed while you are still in control.

According to your results, there are few play experiences that you strongly dislike.

Learn more about your classes and exceptions at BrainHex.com.

Your scores for each of the classes in this test were as follows:

Conqueror: 18
Daredevil: 17
Mastermind: 14
Socialiser: 13
Achiever: 6
Seeker: 6
Survivor: 3

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Conqueror

“I cannot be defeated!”

You like defeating impossibly difficult foes, struggling until you eventually achieve victory, and beating other players.

Your behaviour is forceful – you channel your anger in order to achieve victory and thus experience fiero, the intense emotion which causes you to punch the air.

Your major brain regions are the nucleus accumbens (the “pleasure centre”) and the hypothalamus, which controls anger.

Your chemical messenger is norepinephrine, which is released by the adrenal glands and enhances the effects of the reward chemical dopamine.

If you were an animal, it would be a shark.

Favourite games of Conquerors surveyed so far include Call of Duty, Halo, Metal Gear Solid, Metroid, StarCraft, and Super Smash Bros.

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Daredevil

“All for the rush.”

You like negotiating dizzying platforms or rushing around at high speed while you are still in control.

Your behaviour is focused on thrill seeking, excitement and risk taking.

Your major brain region is the amygdala, which triggers the adrenal glands.

Your chemical messenger is adrenaline (epinephrine), which enhances the effects of the reward chemical dopamine.

If you were an animal, it would be an eagle.

Favourite games of Daredevils surveyed so far include Ace Combat, Call of Duty, Grand Theft Auto, Mario, Mario Kart, and Shadow of the Colossus.

Currenlty my best friend~!

YAMATO SHRIMP!!!!!!!

So, as I have told readers of my new Aquarium. “Aqua planting” well I dont know the term but I just grow water plants. Recently ALL my previous shrimps died. T.T All the small and one of my Yamato. DAMN IT!

I didnt know what was happening. (This was one of my frustrations too) And Algae started to grow. They were like MASSIVE growing. My plants were dying! My shrimps died. The fishes were to be blamed (for the time being).

I bought like FIVE Yamato Shrimps from the fish shop. One for RM2.50. TOTAL OF 12.50RINGGI. But the lady was so kind. She gave me SIX for ten ringgit.

Wth. TWO FREAKING RINGGIT FOR ONE!

But its okay. I like them Yamatos. So, today I bought another FOUR today. NO Discounts anymore. Hahaha.. and I thought she was kind. =___=

So, today is day two of the battle and them Algae is gone!! AWESOME! With reinforcements now, THEY WOULD ALL DIE!!!!! *Evil laughs* Muahahahha.

I’m going nuts.

1 for Algae

1 for Stephen’s Army (We are winning this war!)